Hey I know that it has been a while since I wrote. I had a chance to observe the people in my life, and what i observe is that I have allow myself to be consumed by a bubble. Over the years I have sat on the side encouraging others to go for it, and allow noone to stop them, Meanwhile as I played the concern cheerleader on the side line I had or felt that I could give opinions and maybe some suggestions from time to time, not realizing a film was forming around me that will become a shell of sad protection. I kn ow that sounds weird but its the truth. Let me further explain, Protecting, encouraging, is very important in life especially when there is confusion and doubt in the midst. A giver can get lost if they are not careful to refill up on what they are giving out. As the love is being serve the plates do get rejected of complained about how its not made to their satisfaction, so the pain begins to form a film to cushion and more is still demanded of the giver to where they forget to refill themselves. Years of this will cause doubt in the giver and they will give to please instead encourage and the concern will be empty. So the film that had begin to grow is now getting stronger because of the doubt, the love and desire of encouraging has begun to deteriorate. Now the Sad Protection Bubble has begun to grow. Now the giver needs to get a life and dont know how. any suggestions??? Door is open...

OMG I am so excited! my first blog. I'm sitting here looking at the screen and wondering what to write about and if I will type something that will be a help or a hinder to someone, so I'm  praying a blessing.